i am effortlessly erratic
the days are a game / of catch and release.
I scooped up that five year old, all arms and legs, brought him to my lap and I hugged him tight. I held him and I told him he had every right to feel angry.
Sometimes it all feels like swallowing glass; you reach for a solution but it's like trying to catch smoke in your hand.
silver as the / magnetic moonrise.
for the guilt you harvest for falling to pieces.
let's pretend this / never happened
when touch / becomes a / leap of faith / we don't ignore
The key chain from the aquarium sat at the other end of the kitchen table. I watched the blue-dyed water and the turtle inside shake, each time he sunk into his chair and wriggled, refusing to read an assignment.
You'd think it would be some kind of magic, being so tuned in to your own conscience that you can pinpoint where a feeling comes from and why; to know where your own power lies, to be able to dig through the misty ether and say hey, don't be so hard on yourself, you know what your trigger is.